Hypocritical

i have to know you
always this sentence
gotta trust you
always this sentence
hypocrite, that’s what I call you
this is all you’ve ever been

overwhelmed with emotions
needs and emotions again, always emotions
hedonism I call it
gotta trust you
always this sentence
a hypocrite is what I call you
cause it’s hedonism, that speaks out of you
truth- it’s hidden, somewhere deep inside
nothing but hedonism that makes you say these words

shame and regret, longing and despair
that’s how I feel, when I look at you
obsession I call it
why can’t you just forget?
always this question
miserable, that’s what I call you
this is all you’ve ever been

but always these emotions
Hedonism, that’s how I call it
I have to know you
always this sentence
miserable is what I call you
cause it’s hedonism that speaks out of you
Truth- hidden, somewhere deep inside
nothing but hedonism, that makes you say these words

a hypocrite and miserable
my hypocrite
why can’t you just forget?
always this question
obsession I call it