BILLY TALENT

was awesome!! i was at their concert and i loved it, and i got the chance to touch the drummer's sticks x3 but only for a sec ^^ haha anyways. i loved it x3, pics will follow

Letting go

If I were a bird . . .

i tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it
i don't believe it makes me real

i am sick of it, i can't change myself, and i came to the conclusion that it's not me
who has to change, it's you
i can't stand your arrogance
i can't stand your selfishness
i can't stand that you called me baby
i can't stand that you said you love me
i can't stand you called me perfect
i can't stand you called me the most beautiful girl in the world
i can't stand you said, that i have the most beautiful smile
i can't stand you said that you get lost in my black eyes
i can't stand you said that i am a mysterious girl
i can't stand you made me laugh
i can't stand that you ignore me because you "want to protect me"

and i could punch myself for thinking about you everyday
i hate that i get jealous everytime you talk to another girl

but what can i do? i have to accept it, maybe i'll forget you someday
hopefully i will

because as long as you won't change, we can't be friends

whatever people say i am that's what i'm not

Hello there. . .

i have to apologies for my malodramatic posts
it's just that i was so angry and upset and scared and everything
my friend, he was like a brother for me, he meant so much to me
and now we're not even friends anymore
and all because of this stupid thing called "love"
don't get me wrong, i love love, it's sunny and warm
but sometimes it's just a mess
and that's what happend to me
i lost a friend because of that, and i can hardly breath
i am scared,
it's just so hard that i can't even call him a friend anymore . . .

F*** you, F*** you very much.

today u started talking to me again
we met each other and spent a beautiful day with each other
you told me you love me, you kissed me. . .
everythin was perfect
and then, a few hours later you tell me "you can't do it" because "you can't be faithfull"
and that you would "hurt me",
well congrats, you did it, you broke my heart
you wanna "be friends" but i can't do it
i hate you hate you hate you so much

Running

i'm trying so hard, but you are always in my head
doesn't matter where i go, or what i'm doing

i was out tonight, i was having fun, i was meeting some nice boys too
but it's you who's on my mind

today you started talking to me again, what does that mean?
on your site in fb you are saying: i am in love

and i'm hoping so bad, that it is me, who you are in love with
let it be me please

i'm so stupid for hoping
but i have to, i want you

if i can't have you, no one else should have you
i'm selfish, i know, but i can't help it

i am in love with you

i drink myself stupid
till your name does not even ring a bell
this glass is my prescription
overdosed on a new addiction

now i know that it's the same,
diffrent people, diffrent days
it won't change . . .

F*** you, but have a nice day

nothing connects us anymore, actually there was never a connection
between us,
your arrogance and my jealousy makes things so damn hard
i wanna go to bed and sleep for a while, but the thing is that i see ur face by the time
i close my eyes, so i'm going to stay up as late as possible
this whole thing is so exhausting . . .

things i´ll never say

you were through and through good, but i'm not sure anymore
i understand a lot of things, and i forgive a lot of things, but only if that person deserves it
i would appreciate an apology, but seems like you don't even care
i would acutally forgive you, but i won't forget, i hate people who betray my trust, i hate you
for making a fool out of me
hate is a big
word but right now i can't find another way to explain what my feelings are for you right now
i know that sometimes i am kind of a drama queen, i am pretty sensitive and i can hardly deal
with rejection from people i trusted, but my anger is appropriate