things i´ll never say

you were through and through good, but i'm not sure anymore
i understand a lot of things, and i forgive a lot of things, but only if that person deserves it
i would appreciate an apology, but seems like you don't even care
i would acutally forgive you, but i won't forget, i hate people who betray my trust, i hate you
for making a fool out of me
hate is a big
word but right now i can't find another way to explain what my feelings are for you right now
i know that sometimes i am kind of a drama queen, i am pretty sensitive and i can hardly deal
with rejection from people i trusted, but my anger is appropriate