Empty

we talked for about 2 and a half hour, we were screaming, laughing and crying
but we made it through somehow
yes we are talking to each other again
and of course i am thankful for that,
because R and I are one of the most important persons in my
difficult life
i thank god for not taking them away from me
ya we made it through
but why do i feel so sad? i feel like crying, and i feel lost
what is wrong with me? something feels so diffrent