Sometimes life sucks

and this time is right now
it´s so hard not to give up, but you really try your best
you look at the bright side of life, you pray to god, you keep your faith
and even though you feel so lost, you don´t lose your faith,
you think you found a way how to deal with it
but then something happens, you would have never expected,
it´s like life punched you right in to your face, and then you fall

how can someone keep faith, if there is hardly any positve thing in your life?
and it keeps getting worse and worse

i wish i could just hide myself
everything is crashing down